Friday, August 2, 2019

Brian K's Uninteresting Thoughts 8.2.19 #66 "So sad..aboutToo Bad...Tuff Titt#es!.You got Burglarized" Trump and Elijah

blog 8.2.19. txt
yoSo I was disappointed with President Trumps comments. Ok n a lighter note
so what is my random thought for today
well i
I saw
this Silly netflix show called black
lightening. I see under what Trumps comments would be about the show. He was a fan of Amarosa. This show is basically an Amarosa clone r in being around
and destroying things with a clap. Se d her to Baltimore she might clean up the city" trump would say.
that stuck in my mind. ok what else recently
stuck in my my mind
OH yeah so Elijah Cummings, the
balimore representative that was attacked by President
Trump got burgurlarized and Trump said "ToO Bad". I am
sorry but I had to hold back a chuckle as I type it. I
wonder if Trump has some comedian that helps him with
his responsed to with legitimate critics. I try to stay out politics. How does the President of
the United states get away with telling a congressman
that his district is
"Disgusting, rat and rodent
infested mess".
So maybe I should get a picture of Black
thunder, rat
infestation, and burgulary. ok. so what
else is randomly going across my mind, well I want to
keep myself motivated hard to study for
my CISSP. I think its important et to always have a goal u are working towards. I have always ponder starting a youtube channel teaching concepts. Back in day I thought about being a professor of neurobiology but things change.
So new topic, I was taking pictures in Flitida of a banana tree, you never see those in maand.. I slipped fell off in the pool but managed to toss my camera before it got submerge. Yeah don't know how I managed to save my camera but I did YAY. I got drenched as you can see.
I climb out the pool
trying to act all cool like i did it on purpose
forgetting that my phone was
in my pocket so i had to buy a new Samsung edge.
I though
those phones were suppose to be water proof.
anyway I
found out it wasn't because i plugged it in...in charged
for a moment and death...i burned out hte mother board.
so people don't plug your phone up 3 hours after your
phone gets wet
imoral of story. so yeah i will post
that pic of me drenched after falling in the pool. So
yeah i consider myself and amateur photographer. I want
to get awesome lens for my newbie camera...called a tamron
g2 80-200mm but can you believe that the lense cost
850do1lars and that if you buy it used. that. Ok that's it. U till tomorrow peeps.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Brian K's Uninteresting Thoughts #65 Blackberry Curve







Ok so it’s the end of the day and I figure I would do a random thoughts blog. I guess today is slightly different because I was actually thinking about my blackberry this morning and that I would probably write about so I guess it’s a lil premediated. Well if anyone has read my uninteresting thoughts, you would know that about three years ago I dedicated a whole entry to my LG phone which had a gigabyte of memory and I was actually able to put music mp3’s on it. So anyway…I ditched that phone about a year ago and got a blackberry curve. So what’s the big deal…well I guess the biggest thing is that on my other phone I could hold maybe 50 songs, but on this phone..i can put a 16 gb mini memory card in a whoa…I got about 2000 songs or more. Anyway I figure that since I know I will probably come back to this thing a year from now.. i
can see what songs I actually liked in the summer of 2010. So I guess I will get to that. Anyway..the biggest and greatest thing I live about my blackberry is that it actually sorts my mp3 based on artist, album and genre. Well for me it is a big deal because I got this little program called…hold up…lets me pull up my computer just so I get the name right…ok yeah..MP3tag v.2.45. Let me google it real quick so I know the site I can download it from just in case I forget…because anyone that knows me, knows I can forget things sometimes. O.k. so yeah..i am giving yal my secret. I got to download.com http://download.cnet.com/Mp3tag/3000-2141_4-10313616.html and there I download the program. It is only 2mb. So why I am making a big deal of it..well I have this little list that I call nostalgia and since I moved around a lot as kid…I have a nostalgia playlist for every location I lived at. So mp3 tag lets you rename your mp3. So I will put about 50 mp3’s I download from limewire into a new folder, grab that entire folder and just drop it into mp3 tag.
Then I got to artist and rename all the mp3’s nostalgia Gaithersburg. That my code name for when I lived in Gaithersburg at age 8. When I click on nostalgia age 8 all of my old school song from when I was 8-11 years old come into a playlist because blackberry organizes all of your songs based on artist. So even though I have 2000..i can easily jump to a category. So that’s the beauty of the free mp3tag..so anyway..i guess I am being selfish with this blog since I am using it as memory device years down the road when I forget stuff.
So anyway..i am about the to create my summer Nostalgia for 2010….and I will probably label it Miami. So what are the songs that will always bring me back to summer 2010 so far. Let’s see that playlist will be …and I open my phone up so I can type it..good thing I can type pretty fast..ok..well Drake…is my dawg.so Drake “What am I doin..on yeah I am doin’ me”..Usher…yeah boy..hehe “”U can be my Lil freak” Chris Brown “Transform U” Jeezy..”Lose my Mind” Usher “Daddy’s Home” Garret “Get It” D.J Khaled “All I do is win win win” Lloyd Banks “Beemer, Benz or Bentley” Drake “Miss Me” B.O.B. “Nothin on You” Usher “OMG let me luv down..so many way to luv ya”
OK done with that one..ok so let me just type in what I have for what I remember played on the radio when I was like 5 years old..lets see ..pull open my blackberry nostalgia for 5-7 years old and what are the songs…I call it nostalgia takoma—“All night long”…Ritche…Lauper “Time after time”…”Let’s hear it for the Boyz” Denise Williams Dione Warwick & Stevie Wonder “that’s what friends are for” El Debarge..”Rhythm of the Night” Fat Boyz “Sex Machine” of course Michael Jackson “Bad,Thriller, Beat it…but the best Billie Jean—ain’t know what the words means but the beat was bad” Whitney Houston “I believe that children are our future” Lionel Ritchie “Hello”…oh yeah…definitely Michael Jackson…”We are the world” Whitney “saving all my love” oh and Flashlight.
O.K. what the next list. Moved to Mbrook age 8-11—now this is a pretty long list—Snap “I’ve Got the power” Slick Rick “Children’s Story” Baby Face “Nobody know but me”…of course Bel Biv Devoe—“Poison and Do Me baby, Thought it was me, Can you stand the rain”, Biz markie..”Just a friend” Black Sheep..”This or that” Bobby Brown “My prerogative, Rock Wit cha, Roni, Don’t be cruel”..Yeah I was big Bobby Brown fan—New Edition really ran it back then. Chubb Rock “Treatem’ Right”Club Nouveau “Lean on Me”Das Efx “Mic Checka” I just kep t playing the intro over and over again…that was when CD’s first started coming out. “They want EfX..yeah they were high” Doug E. Fresh “Keep Risin’ to Topp”, En Vogue “Giving him something, Yesterday, Don’t let go, Never Goin’ Get it”—Bad song—man I miss them too sexy—I know grown men hated that song but they sounded good if you were only 11 and still a virgin. Eric B and Rakim “Pump up the Volume”, Gerald Levert “Casanova” Heavy D and the Boy’s “Girl de Girl they love Me” HI-Five “I like the way, She’s playng hard to get, I can’t wait another minute, Quality Time—guess that’s where I got my smooth skills lol,
The pharcyde “She keeps on passing me by” Karyn White “Not your superwoman—mother played that song over and over again on five hour road trip to NY” LL Cool Jay “I am bad, Booming System”. Mariah Carey “Visions of Love” Mc Brains “oochie coochie” Naughty By Nature “Hip hop hooray, OPP”. New Edition “Cool it Now, Sensivity”. Nice and smooth “Sometimes I rhyme slow sometimes I rhyme Quick”—I think that’s where snoop got his flow. Teddy Riley –“New jack swing”—this was the New Jack city era where Wesley Snipes was king. Poor Righteous Teacher “Rock this Funky Joint”R. Kelly and Public Announcement “honey Love” Rob Base and DJ Easy “It takes Two” Salt N Peppa—“My mic sounds nice check one” I memorized all the lyrics when it came out..it was a bad song yal. Sir Mix A lot—“baby got back”Tone Toni Tone “Anniversary, If I had no Loot, It feels god, It never rains in Southern California, Lay your head on my Pillow, Whatever you want”..ok so I was big toni tone ton fan, 69 boyz ”Whoomp there it is” This was when men wore biker shorts lmao. Can’t forget MC hammer and his balloon pants-“Can’t touch this”. Finally Public Enemy “Fight the Power”—classic line mF john Wayne. and Digital Underground “Humpty Dumply Dance”..once got a busy in a burger king bathroom..classic line in that song.
So then we move on to 12-15 I call it Lee Street Nostalgia Tupac digital underground” Same song”, and “I get around”. Tribe Called Quest “Scenario” ABC “Iesha” Arrested Development “Tenessee”Blackstreet “before I let you go, No diggity”. Boyz II men “Bended knee, End of the road, ..O.k. I am kind of getting tired of typing here…I am going to go ten more minutes and that’s it..finish it another day. Ok..Brian Mcknight “one last cry” Candyman “knockin boots” Htown “knockin boots”…yeah knockin’ boots was always my thing lol Color Me Badd..”I wanna s u up”Cypress Hill “insane in membrane” Digable planets “Cool like that” Dr. Dre Snoopy “187” EPMD “Crossover, headbanger” Redman “Time 4 sum Action” Exscape “Who can I run too” Groove Theory “Keep Tryin, Tell ME” yeah I still got a crush on her. House of Pain “jump around” Kris Kross “jump”mary J. Blige/ Puba—“What’s the 411, Reminisce, real love” Onyx “shiftee, Slam” patra “pull up to my bumper” Pete Rock and CL Smoothing “When they reminisce over you” Shai “If I ever, Comforter, baby I’m yours” Shanice “I love your smile” SWV “Always on my mind, anything, I’m so into you, love will be right there, Rain, Weak, you’re the one, downtown, ”---when I ever I see a cute smooth and beautiful chocolate…I know Cocoa from SwV is the reason I instinctly always stare longer. Will smith “summertime, parent’s just don’t” Wreck’s n effects Rump shaker” Yoyo ‘Don’t play with my yoyo” Zhane “Hey Mr. D.J.” Xscape “Kick off your shoes, just kickin’ it”. TLC” Baby, Baby”

Ok do I got energy for one more paragraph….ehh…let me take on deep breath. This is for history right…ok…pauses at the computer…o.k. B lets get this last one in. Ok this was 14-16 I call it Nostalgia Centerway Snoop “Lodi Dodi” Ill all Skratch and Brian Mcknight “Looked up and down and said Mmm I’ll take her”Biggie “Juicey..ok basically his whole album…I rocked that ready to die tape” Lady of Rage “afro puffs” Mariah Carey Hero—Jordan retired the first time. Craig mack “Flava in your year”Outkast “southernplayerlistic” R.Kelly “Bump N Grind, you body is callin’TLC, Creep, Adina Howard “Freak in the morning” Akineye “Eat up” Black Moon’ “I gotcha open, Born Jamericans’ “Ain’t No stoppin’Boom Shak-A-Tak. Everyone Falls in Love” Common Sense “Resurrection”—you gotta hear the Extra-P Remix..for common, D’Engelo “brown Sugar, Cruisen, Freedom—“black panther soundtrack” Janet Jackson “that’s what love” Lost Boyz “jeeps, lex, coops”Soul For real “candy rain” Wu Tang “Brooklyn Zoo, Ohh baby I like” Special Ed “I got it made” Chill Ali “age aint nothin’ Tlc Waterfall, Jeru Damaja “Come clean”. Ehh….Ok. I am tired. Peace for my personal history book just in case my playlist gets destroyed should always be online.

But If I am going to end…gotta end on ..Usher—and Minaj…”I’m lookin’ for a cutie with a big ole' ghetto booty”…the line that caught most of guard in summer of 2010 so far.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Brian K's Uninteresting Thoughts #64









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Ok so here goes my Avatar blurp. The point of this ramble is that I am attempting to put the strongest random thoughts about avatar from mind in a short period of time.

So if you decide to read this and compare it with other analysis you have to realize that this blurb as with most of my last 60 uninteresting thoughts weren’t really planned. Just a freestyle I guess because I am pretty decent at typing on my computer at a good speed without looking at the keyboard. So my thoughts are easier to transcribe into keystroke…blah blah..enough boring background. O.K. so what is Brian’s Uninteresting thoughts relate. Well if you guys have been familiar with my blog..avatar came out in December of 2009…and I have been doing my random thoughts blog since 2007. If you look at the entries you will see a lot of the topics that I chat about randomly..some how ended up in avatar…so he stole my ideas lol..o.k. now that’s ignorant but I do talk a lot the genetic things a lot..i talk a lot about synapses in our brain in blog entry I think it was 32..i guess I can look it to verify..i talk about native Indians and hunting…lips…but the biggest thing about Avatar I guess that is very interesting is that it’s a powerful biology movie. A lot of people like to pigeon hole movies based on their beliefs but there is a huge difference between beliefs and god’s true language. Yeah I was tugging with this concept yesterday…or June 2 2010. Ok…nerd alert so you guys can fast forward about 20 seconds in…but god’s language was universal in avatar…or James Cameron’s imagination. He imagined that people that were a mixed of monkey, cat, human, blue, and Hakeem basketball player lived in harmony with their environment. But what were the hidden assumption in his movie that most people have to accept as universals truths. That god’s language is partly based on DNA codon’s. You have these 3 dna codon base pairs that when read by Protein Transciptase..blah blah blah…produce1 of 20 amino acids. I just think that this communication process which existed before human language ever did ties a lot more directly to God’s universal nature than any verbal or visual story that we as human can ever dream off in our imagination. So any…I will fight from the nerdy side for a second. O.K. so what stands out in my mind about avatar on the first go…Well home girl Neytiri. What is it about Neytiri that makes her stand out.

Well for one, her eyes…wide eyes seem to have the ability to communicate a lot versus small eyes. You realize watching avatar that human communicate extremely strongly through our bodies even more so that the words. You realize..or at least I realized that the genetic components of a person’s face can tell a lot about their personality. So lets stay focus B…what is it about Neytiri that allows her to carry the movie…ok for one…Cameron had the image in his mind of the foreign alien as a person with soul. So I am struggling to write this people…ok…and I am even pausing while I write this because I really didn’t think about it and might even make myself look like a fool…but this is an uniteresting thought anyway…”b wipes his forehead” no pressure..you knew what you were getting into lol…ok so why does Neytiri have soul Brian asks his brain. Well she has soul because home girl has braids…lmao. Hell I have never seen another culture at least in our present day rock braids the way the blue people do. And when you see Neytiri rocking those braid…as a black man you automatically gotta say….”looked up and down and said…Mmm I’ll take her”…yeah ill all scratcky Brian mcknight..random flashback…buy yeah…Neytiri with those sexy red full lips…she got the tattoo eye brows…that are perfectly arched…she’s got the beyonce oval shaped head…I told yal this is just a random thought….but we are first introduced to Neytiri and she is clinging to a tree like hunter. It just automatically scream…yo that’s a woman you with the full package…Not only does she look fine but she aint just sitting around being lazy…she’s out in the forest hunting with stealth. You automatically see her as chick you really wouldn’t want to piss off…because she’s evolved for her environment…anyway enough blabbing…so she could have put a arrow in our paraplegic from the start of the movie but Cameron the director wants her to show mercy to the foreigner in her land and give him a chance…since he will wind up later…giving his DNA to their inbred clan. So later we see more and more Soul from Neytiri, she’s showing grace and athletic ability….so he’s saying people…black soul brothers are athletic but were do you think they get their athletic ability from…ok…so I continue my ramble…so she’s show mercy to animals that she attacked but really didn’t want to. I think this speaks to a much larger concept.

Men are action but when have the soft emotion that counter the portion of men that’s un- evolved. We see Neytiri later drinking from a rose…watching the water drip from her lips…pretty hot…but its was her soft nature that allowed her to feel compassion for the dawgs she killed earlier in the movie. One of the reason our society has evolved is because we have evolved a society that allows women to have nearly the same influence as men. Women are able to see relationships between items in a totally different manner than men at it often leads to balance. Anyway…ramble ramble…so you got the middle east where women’s rights are repressed. Women have to wear a garb that covers their face. They do it because they feel that its their religion…ok brian how’s does that have to do with Neytiri,….let’s see while I think. Ok..well I think with Neytiri…these women realize if they are allowed to let their thoughts go free that at one point in time…man and women both had to hunt in order to survive. There was a point where our ancestors didn’t have nice pretty roads and building…they wasn’t running water and there was a place where you can go purchase a garb to wear over you face every time you left your house. I think Neytiri’s tell is a symbol to all humans…latino, European, African, asian….that we are 99% similar in dna to chimpanzee…and they have tails. Going further…one the big things you notice in the movie is that all of the creatures are related genetically. The tail that drops from Neytiri’s head is able to link with the animals. We as humans look at it as strange because we don’t’ have one…but the avatar could look at us as say…wow look at humans and horses they have four legs and breath oxygen…they sure do have a lot in common. I guess this ramble is to say that we have a lot in common with the living elements in our environment but its hard for us to appreciate this difference until we can compare it to something that is different. We as human learn by contrast. We look into our environment and we group things together and create relationships.

More importantly we don’t pay attention to similar items that we share…until we spot something that is dissimilar. You can look at civil rights era. You have fair skin people and colored people. Instead of focusing on the fact that everyone has 5 toes…everyone has two eyes…everyone has hair …no tail….we focused on color which was the component that was different and even denied humans the right to enter a store because they had different color skin. We look at cameron’s movie and we see that avatar has tails…we don’t…the avatar’s only have four fingers we have five….so we try to rally around the things that similar and exclude those who have something different from us. So if a human went into avatar society he wouldn’t never be one of the people because of his difference physically…yet at the end of the movie..Jake who is still human inside takes on a Avatar body and becomes one of the people. Is that what has to happen in society for us as human to accept everyone. Do we have to go through a crisis in order to appreciate the similiarities we have inside of each other as opposed to focusing on the outer. So was Neytiri special for liking an avatar man from her world who had five fingers instead of four. Ok so my ramble is pretty much over…I wonder if Neytiri could pandoran chicken… or maybe hook up some souther pandoran greens…sweet potatoe pie..maybe even some collard greens. She looked good but I needed to see a lil more soul from her Cameron. In the next movie, I expect to see Neytiri cookin’ for real. So yeah…I might have some additional ideas about Neytiri…but those are my ramble of uniteresting thoughts about avatar…unplanned and possibly uninteresting but truly spontaneous so I won’t delete it…and yes we also get to witness the amazing technology a motion capture. I it’s Zoe Saldana’s most of the time that we see in terms of her facial features…so since she lived in New Jersey until age 10 and then moved to Dominincan Republic..and since her parents are both Dominican republic—we are seeing combination of Dominican genetic expression combined with New Jersey subculture..don’t know which culture she claimed but its somewhere in New Jersey and that product is what every in the world watches as they watch avatar. So just my first ramble. I assume overtime…I will come back to read this and laugh since it was as they “off the top of the dome with no planning”. Enough chit chat for now.
So I post the last pic. I guess this scene where Zoe could kill the foreigner in her land but decides not to is the American guilt of the native American and their reservations..maybe.

Neytiri Meets Jake

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Brian K's Uninteresting Thoughts #63




Ok, so after a year off from doing a blog, I am finally going to add an uninteresting blog post.
There has been a lot that has gone on that I should have blogged about..my boy Mike Jackson passing away, watching avatar and that fine and sexy Neytiri…just a lot of stuff. But I guess I will blog really quickly about my first trip the beach of Miami. The first thing that stands out is that its hard from me to have lived all these years and never got a sunburn. Yeah I am what they call yello…but I woke up on my Monday and I looked loke Rudolph the red nose rain dear. I mean, my cheeks looked like someone had dabbed them with blush. And I actually put on sunblock. My friend tells me I should have put it on every hour but I was telling myself…I have spent our upon hours out in the sun playing basketball with no shirt on and my skin has never turned red. So anyway what else..oh yeah…I have never tasted water so nasty and salty. I was standing on the beach and my plan when I went to florida was that I was just going to chill on the beach and watch the beautiful people walk by you know with my drink. Yal all saw that Corona commericial where the idiot guy throws his blackberry in the water…or when the girl squirts lemon juice on the homeboy…just checkin those sexy legs…was that necessary…lol…anyway..i was going to be sitting under the Miami palm trees and just chillin’. But no I saw these gigantic waves and of course I see other people jumping into them. So I gotta try and experience. So walk out in the water..and you know..you have to walk out slowly because that change in temperature at man’s pelvis will send a jolt..so I eased in. I got half in and a big wave crashes into my face. I was cool with it until the this horrible flavor causes me make this spitting noise. I look down and fingers are literally trying to wipe my tongue off but I was only making it worse…cuz I realize my fingers were also wet with this nastiest tasting water I had ever had. Of course this didn’t stop me. I kept walking deeper and spitting as if I had cat litter in my mouth. I know people in water had to look at me like I was crazy. I wanted to look back and them and be like..don’t tell me you don’t taste this sh.t…(lol). Anyway that’s my ininteresting thought for today. Salty see water.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

B's Thoughts Entry #62 RIP Michael Jackson

Mike jackson
So this is my mj blog and yeah its been almost a year..like last september 2008. Micheal jackson passed away last thursday or about a week and two days ago. I think I have a very unique perspective on him versus what a lot of the media seem to focus on. I guess my first memories of micheal jackson have to be one the greatest songs ever for me because It shaped the entire young hip hop of the early 80’s generation’s taste for music. The base beat at the beginning of Billie Jean permanently transformed my generation’s taste of music. :is song billie jean has to be for me his most defining song. The beat was crazy and he ripped it in terms of his delivery. It was so good that has kids we didn’t even know what the lyrics meant but we knew it was good. I remember myself singing the hook...at age seven...the same age that a kid is just learning to ride a bike. My mother was a jackson fan and she loved loved turning up the bass on the stereo on weekend. I think my two favorite albums of her were The Fat Boys and Michael Jackson. Yeah I used to wait until my mom left and put on Sex Machine by Fat Boys..”makes me so dizzy..she was super duper freak and one of a kind” Yeah and the Fat Boys were big they even had a movie called “Disorderlies and you don’t make a movie if you weren’t big but we don’t hear about them any more. I would take the stereo and blast it until the walls vibrated..and she had those gigantic speakers..that were as tall as your shoulders as a kid. I remember I got caught when she came home from work and it wasn’t a pretty sight lol.
But yes if you have some serious Bass speakers…Billie Jean by MJ and Sex Machine by Fat Boys..you gotta try to know what I experience back in early 80’s when I was only 7.
But back to the topic, my favorite.. Billie jean was one of the new era songs in early 80’s where u can crank up the stereo and hear the bass. Before Billie Jean..the top music was disco like Lionel Ritchie, Whitney Houston, Marvin Gaye. But the music wasn’t tough. It didn’t have an aggressive young boy hip hop flavor. Billie Jean and Sex Machine.. It was the new generation of hip hop—it was kind of hip hop before hip hop was known—the raw base and flow. I didn't know what the hell lyrics were because vocabulary was too big until I got older because they were too complex for me to understand all I knew was it sounded cool. I would just mumble the words and I knew the part "momma said don't make lil girls cry...hee and then sone the truth...and then I would sing the chorus "billie jean is not my lover" and I had no idea what the hell it mean “billie jean not my lover”..didn’t even make sense at the time. But as a kid, you don’t ask your parents what a song means. so growing up as a kid I had no idea what the song meant except that it was my favorite because of the beat. Mike was my favorite. I remember going to school in my red thriller jacket. Only eight years old but I would even wear the leather jacket in the summer. Not sure if my mom or my aunt bought it for me but it was my prizEd possession at seven years old. And back then micheal jackson most famous move that we all remember was the head bob. In mikes videos he had a distinct way of bobbing his head back and forth and later in life when I learned about the jackson five the whole group did it but we didn't know about them at age 7. We only had michael to imitate. But I danced my but off as a kid to billie jean. I remember I was seven and I went to the talent show in first grade in front of the whole school and did the snale to micheal jackson with my thriller jacket and I got all the attention from the older girls in the elementary school. Now that I think about it, I must have been unconscious because a first grader dancing in front of the whole school to billie jean lol. But I think when u are in first grade u really don't know what school is nor do you realize that its something you will have to be in for the rest of your life so I guess me dancing to billi jean in first grade was easy because I had no concept of second or third grade.

Anyway, any one that listens to howbillie jean starts has to realize that's one of the greatest saongs ever and one of the birth songs to hip hop because my entire generation bops their head just like micheal jackson when we hear and awesome hip hop beat like Billie jean. Yeah and that's what I forgot to mention. At that time I didn't really have a male role model but the biggest thing that micheal jackson projected in his video to young african american males at age 7 from Billie jean was confidence. Micheal always projected a quiet confident persona and I unconsciously emulated that when I danced to his song at age seven. And now I realized why I loved napoleon dynamite so much. The way he danced and he seemed unconscious and the whole crowd was just stunned after he did his moves. That's how it was for me with dancing to billie jean at age seven at our schools talent show. Rest in peace mike I know I have more to write about you but thank you for billie jean and my red thriller jacket. So I will put a video of phat boys and Michael Jackson.
Before there was Obama, most of the world connected with M. Jackson.
This is a Talent Show
this is Napoleon Dynamite And this is Billie Jean and Finally Fat Boys And me at age 7A Finally a pic of the red "just beat it jacket" it looks similar to Mike's Thriller jacket except instead of black stripe red leather jacket, it had diamonds on the shoulders. The girls love it lol.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

B's Thought Entry number 61 "Use Energy to move from Chaos to Organization"


As yal know, i do a few typing exercises to to try and keep my mind sharp.

So what happen with life.So what happen with life. Well what happen I think was that a dramatic awareness occurred when we realized that our biology was far more intelligent that our psychology. What we realized was that god really did live inside of each of us. What happen was that we learned that a logical structure existed inside of us. The moment we began to realize that a logical structure existed inside of us and that it was repeatable in all human beings is when there was no denying that we existed by intelligent design. The moment I realized that all living things share a common element. DNA, that when I realized that our Brains can not create themselves. Yet our brains our what form our intelligence. Its kind of twisted how it works. Human beings have evolved have evolved and god has allowed us for the first time in jour entire existence on this planet to see all human beings as equal and know for a one hundred percent that we really are all created equal biologically. Not one human being on this planet existed as more than a set microscopic chromosomes. We all exist based on laws. Who and how did these laws come to be? We can say for one hundred percent that human beings did not create these laws yet they govern the billions of chemical reactions that occur within us. Yes we begin to grasp the concept of physical laws in our universe, but what’s the overall arching idea that we can pull from this. Our brains did not create these laws. Our brain are only observing what’s been going on around us that God had not given the brain to become aware prior to now. So I change points. We all love to believe that we are our own persons. The truth of the matter is that we don’t own ourselves. I guess the truth is, that I am not myself, I am just my mother and father combined. What was I, I was designed based based on my dna. The reason why I am exist is because my DNA desire to improve based on the environment. Our entire DNA is based on finding a successful variation that was able to survive until adult hood. Our primitive minds have now idea that the kreb cycle exist in each of our cells, or that we have an electron pump inside of our cells that captures electrons and uses them to power the movements of our body. I move my arm, but how many individual glucose molecules did it take for me to do that. Our brain is so far removed from the actual events that take place to drive it. We are almost like robots, trying to figure out how our designer created us. And what and who was our designer. One of the limitations of the human brain is that we attempt to use our logic to understand truth. Something has to exist first in order to create you. There is always an beginning and an ending. What if we learned that law only exist in a certain environment and not another. For instance, we know that water freezes at temperature below thirty degrees but once that temperature increases above thirty two degrees it flows at water. But what are we really doing. We are just trying to describe the laws that exist around us. The real question is, what force established these properties. What force is responsible for making a hydrogen and two oxygen atoms behave a certain way in a controlled environment. The blessing for our brain is that we are able to rely on information to maintain its structure when all variables are held equal. When water is held in standard controlled conditions, we can trust that it will behave the same. What if water turned into steams sometimes and thirty two degrees, and at other times it turned into ice…and it was just a flip of the coin. Part of our evolution of our brain is that the successful DNA strand was the strand that was able to recognize that information in our environment stays constant when variables are held at a standard. This was the blessing that we can not take for granted in human beings. We see many other organism that our driven by DNA just as we are and their evolutionary path did not have a tremendous pressure to only select DNA that was able to recognize that info from our environment stays constant when standards are held. For instance, I could easily have been the molecules of Bee as opposed to a human. A bee has no control over how it came into this world just as humans don’t. A human being and a Bee share this common life linkage. A huge part of a Bee’s entire existence was predetermined based its DNA just much of human beings entire existence is predetermined based on it DNA. We don’t see Bee’s driving cars and creating computers, yet a Bee transcribes DNA into proteins just as we do. And what it really comes down to is, what’s the difference between a human being, an inanimate object such as rock, and bee. Well the similarity is that we are all made or molecules. The difference is that life organizes confusion. The molecules of the rock don’t have an energy that organizes it. The molecules of a life have an energy that organizes it. Where did this jumpstart of energy come from. Every living organism on this planet, inherited an organizing energy from its parent. The ability to organize molecules in your environment from a state of confusion to a state of order and inheritently, all organization takes energy. To move from a state of chaos to a state of organization takes energy. So possibly the essence of life is to determine those the scenarios in the world where chaos naturally leads to organization. I guess I think of a volcanoe. Energy is combusted and released and then it calms down and forms a structure. My guess is that activity of chaos to organization. An event that occurs in the natural world that has no DNA structure is the basis of life. So the question is, why do planets have lava versus being filled with H20. So many potential could possible exist in terms of an earth core but many of those possibilities don’t exist. This is where we begin to see god’s influence even with inherit limits of the human mind. So volcanoes, a natural non biological event that occurs on earth where chaos lead to organization. It takes energy for this lava to move from the core of earth and shoot out to the surface. Where did all of this energy come from? We know that earth has limited potential when it comes to energy. We know the earth receives energy from the sun. How did the sun receive its energy. We know that the sun shoots out energy into the solar system, but what drives the suns energy. We know for certain that the earth is not supplying the sun energy. So conceivably, when the sun runs out energy, will it ever get the ability to receive more energy and what are the laws that govern this phenomenon if they do indeed exist. The force or entity that created the potential for the sun to have energy in the first place. The force or entity that created the potential for volcanoes to erupt on earth. That same entity that created the potential for DNA to organize energy from its environment. Rarely do we see in the physical world outside of life, events that create organization from confusion, but this is the basis of life. Being able to harness energy from our environment and using that energy to organize our environment. So when we focus on events in life outside of life that organize chaos into structure or organization. So we bring the topic back to its starting point of intelligent design. Intelligence is organizing chaos into structure. It always takes energy to organize chaos into structure. So the entity that is responsible for giving molecules structure. In our world, all things have a begin and ending or a predecessor. We transform molecules into another form but we never create molecules from nothing there always has to be a somefhing. Ok, so the process of rain fall. We know that energy causes water molecules to evaporate and form rain clouds. The rain clouds lose the energy to environment and fall back to the earth as water molecules. The initial energy that caused vaporation is the life driver in this process. We would say that the sun is the driver of this organize activity. As water evaporates, it moves to form of organization to chaos. Which is the opposite of life. When it falls back to earth, it loses energy and at the same time becomes organized. The process of losing energy and becoming organized goes counter to life where we uses energy in order to organize chaos into organization. I guess life manipulates organization. This manipulation is the part that requires energy. So we don’t see events in the inorganic world that uses energy to manipulate organization and this is the essence of life.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Enry #60 Michelle Obama "Let your Soul Glow" Brian's Uninteresting Thoughts





So I decide that this event was definitely worth a blog entry. Michelle Obama really held it down. I have a lil dry board that normally write my thoughts on but I said, hell I might as well just blog my thought out and just add it to one of my rambles. But the first day of the Democratic National Convention, she really was the star of the show. They worked the camera beautifully to make sure that certain angles of her face were highlight and she really did look good in blue. But it was her oratical ability and natural leadership skills that took after she got comfortable that put a brother in awe. It was nice seeing Michelle represent black women with so much passion. She definitely hammered home point after point and you could just feel the emotion rise in her voice as she tonations of her voice reflect her true emotions. There comes a point when all human beings can tell when someone is fakin and just reading a teleprompter and when someone actually feels the emotions from the visual images that release from their vocal chords. I like how Obama came back even more powerfully and said that she refused 10 times and but he was persistent (but I definitely don't believe in chasing after woman so he loses a few points there) I assume she changes her mind when she saw that she was close to hitting that dreaded 35. I would have to say that the one thing I am confident at…I would even say that I am super intelligent..but everyone all through my life have told me that I persistent.. so him using that word just made remember all the evaluations others have made of me..i guess that’s why I keep this blog going..anyway…as she spoke more and more..it was testament that obama definitely knew how to pick a strong DNA to incorporate into his children. I think deep down that’s probably why I have waited so long...wanting to make sure you pick that strong DNA. Oh and through the middle of her speech, the weird thought that came to me was…I wonder if Barrack or Michelle grew up on Coming to America, my favorite movie. The one thing that I will say is that Michelle Obama is almost identical to Eddie Murphy’s queen. Her oratorical ability, the way that she speaks publicly, I wonder if Michelle studied ..hold up let me make sure I get her name because so I can give her credit…I pause and go to Wikipedia even though I have already made an entry about coming to America in my previous post of this blog..but I never memorized the gals name…she was in that black street video and didn’t ever see her again..but I ramble..but I do see her exact speaking style and passionate oracle style in michelle obama and of course if you are 80’s baby, She was the ideal sister to make your queen...i would just say it is huge coincidence..but definitely inspiring….so her name is ok…I am going to get it now…Duh..How could I forget Lisa McDowell…her father copied McDonalds design…her real name Shari Headley..never cared until now…now I would say michelle seems a lot more aggressive than Lisa..but oracle passion speaking and public voice are nearly identical. Ok..so I had a little crush on Lisa McDowell when I was 8. Ok well since I couldn’t find a clip of lisa I just added a link to youtube with the quote. "I want a woman that will arouse my intellect as well as my loins (humor)." Prince Akeem from Coming to America. Well the thing that comes in my mind after further analysis though..is the republican convention next week. I have seen Cindy McCain and there is no way she will be able to put forth a speech that outshines Michelle. I wonder what Hillary will say when it her turn on Thursday. She will probably use that boring harsh screeching voice that she uses which really doesn’t inspire many. I was reading earlier that the Obama camp wanted Bill Clinton to talk of foreign expertise and he was like “Freak Yal, you told everyone my 2 administration were horrible. I am going to talk about the Economic Prosperity that occur in my terms to repair my legacy”..of course you gotta say in a bill clinton’s country accent in order to get the full effect…but I wonder if Bill and Hillary are like fvck it, we can’t win…what is it that we have to gain. And them my though goes to Barracks daughters, they are going to be like the first super African American girls that the news agency are going to stalk to get stories about. I don’t know I guess, living here for 30 years and going through all my years of news programs, you realize how little the news reports on African Americans unless its something negative and hell I stayed in front the T.V. growing up and I know all those new anchors aren’t even going to know how to respond now that they will be forces to examine African American culture without the negative angle. I am actually going to be quite amused by their sudden shock. I guess the biggest thing was Michelle really captured her father’s down to earth nurturing and she was really close to her father. Her watching her father use canes just to move across the room… I guess I think about that brief moment where my I walked my father into the telephone poll. But I guess I fell more from the statement where she says talked about how Obama drove her and their newborn daughter home and how he was excited about being able to be a father to her since he never had a father figure…so I guess I related to that….but I think it also accomplished their goal of destroying the image that McCain and the evil republicans…or the deceptions in transformer talk…yeah corny insider humor…attempt to paint him as an elitist that grew up in the in Upper middle class black family. I don’t know McCain was in that torture camp for five years..so ya gotta give him some props…I personally think he hates the republicans and doesn’t even care about money but knows he’s gotta straddle that line in order to become president. But Obama is to close to my experience for me not give him full props for allowing me to seeing the psychological devastation that will take place in just a matter a months from white culture…not really the youngest white culture that grew up on fresh prince…but the white culture before that ..which grew up on Gilligan Island ..i hated that show..and Black and White Tarzan..and Dynasty..and that freakin’ Dukes of Hazards…alright I am really talking’ with an air of humor..so don’t take it to lightly. Ok..so that it. I guess I come back…and add more parenthesis statements once I get a chance to reflect on what I wrote. 1:17am on August 26..but Michelle Obama really held it down for black woman and only a brother hopes that he gets lucky enough to get half the woman that Michelle is in terms of character. Ok so here is Lisa..with Michelle and of course Daryl—this the greatest movie of all time. But the I think the focus really should be kept on Michele which is why I put her pic at the top. I came back to this later..if you wanna see Lisa Mcdowell click on you tube link at bottom. I laugh every time i see this clip at the jerly curl.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Brian's Uninterestingthoughts #59 "To Be ALIVE"









Ok, so its Friday May 16 and finally my processing for my next level has been completed. I finally arrived at the idea and it has actually solidified in my mind. One of the keys to my existence is the understanding that we don’t live and exist on this planet forever (so we enjoy we enjoy it while we are here). The one thing that I have always admired though is the idea that person’s mind can exists forever through these very words that flow through my fingers (I always think about ralph ellison's invisble man). I guess the idea is that each moment of existent as I type this (what I call freestyle exercise), my electrical energy from my brain (i know everyone knows neurons and your spinal chord) is being transferred through keystrokes that result in a visual stimulus (yeah i really didn't have use such technical language) that can live forever. But I only live forever through another human beings interpretation of my words. (after reading this a second time...i would say maybe...because our dna lives though our children) Without another human beings interpreting these words I still die. (Ok, this is a lil harsh..i would revise that i say the thoughts at this moment are captured) Its like that treasured buried in a remote area (so i guess i am was thinking that my thoughts were treasure...i will recede that statment on the second reading) and no has located. It might as well not exist ( alil harsh). The only thing that gives us a chance to exist is that probability that someone discovers it (ok..i was just rambling but I now think we exist from our influences with other people through out our lives). So no matter what, a person’s existence after they leave this earth is through another person (now i would say maybe, because when we look a painting...these is visual image that is not words but we interpret subjectively. But that subjective interpretation was based on a man's artistic creation while he was alive..aka MOna Lisa Artwork.) Right now at this point, my existence does not depend on another person and as time goes on, I know eventually that will no longer be the case. (I think that was shallow thought to think that my existence depends on another person. I would say that your existence depends on the energy that you transmit to your environment. You environment could include family friends, a sculpture, a u.s. constitutional law, an accident on the highway. So upon second analysis, my thinking has changed.) So anywayz, where does that leave my thought, well the desire to be remembered. I guess it was like a Futurama episode (I know yal are saying why the hell is a 30 year old citing a cartoon. Well the cartoon was very creative and touched on topics that modern film doesn't have the flexibilty to explore. so if you look at the cartoon from that angle...then you begin to appreciate) where Bender finds an Egyptian society on another planet and has them build him a gigantic monument of himself. (ok looking back at this..yes the plot was dumb and not though provoking but in his child like approach, it touched a very deep theme that many human's ponder at some point in their lives) The interesting thing though is that Bender is a robot which means that his desires are programmed by human beings. So when you watch Benders behaviors, they are really a results of his programs. But really, it’s the cartoonists and the writers idea behind Futurama…...it still touches on the point that human beings like to be remembered. (ok, so what I actually trying to say was that the cartoons where a reflection of the writers psychological perspective. I believe that writer hit upon a universal concept which i was attempting explore in this random freestyle exposition with no initial direction when i started typing) So his monument was destroyed but Leela affirmed to Bendor that all the people who built his monument would remember him as a cruel leader that forced them to work on his monument. (so applaying what i was saying before, his that bender lived because..even though he was a robot, he exerted energy into is environment from his own free will?... So now my dilemma is that we have robots that do work for us...but do they do work from their own free will? Bender was special because somehow ..he developed a free will. Or was it still a computer program and the freewill program by his programmer. I guess we would never known until technology produces such a being. But I think the premise of the futurama was that robots were in fact alive because they posses a beta wave. Anyway, I will lose you if I keep rambling onthis point in my second analysis so I will close the parenthesis to return back to the original content) For me, I think of books when I think of people who have passed that I remember. I guess like Ralph Ellison’s invisible man. When try to remember important themes in that book…nothing emerges other than his black professors who gave him corrupt recommendations letters. I guess I felt like I never read a book that spoke to my experience. Sure I have read books that have expressed ideas in strong coherent ways, but none that express ideas for me in 21st century. (Going back now, I think that statement of me not reading books about 21st century...I should point out that not enough time has gone by for classical books to be established. I wonder what african american male literary author has the same prestige in this day and age that ralph ellison possess in his day an age?) So anyway, I realized that the key to unlock things for me was iron man. (Again, this was an initial freestyle exposition and I had no idea i was going to cite Iron Man it was just a movie i had recently seen) This was a movie based on an inventor who built weapons for the military. He had a great mind and was rewarded handsomely. (this sounds so corny the way i wrote.."he was reward handsomely") He inherited his company from his father but his biggest asset was his mind. He was able to create designs with his minds that no one else could create. And when the U.S. gov’t wants something, they have the money to pay for it. I think the component that stuck out for me is the idea in the movie…”just because you create an idea doesn’t mean you own it”. (I guess the new thought though is that how could the gov't have wanted something if they didn't know it was possible. Now what really stuck out to me. In this world that we live in, is summation of human ideas from our history. We look at the car we drive, many of us don’t pay attention (mainly myself) or even know exactly how all parts of the car work (referring to myself), but they exist and enables us to get to and from work each day. It was those leaps in logic and creativity and design by a human mind that enable what we could do. More importantly, we all have the same ability. Not saying that I can design an iron man suit, but I do realize that it’s the ability to combine previously existing ideas into a pattern that no other brain has combined, that is what made Tony Starks unique. God has created unlimited tap potential that he knows exist and human beings slowly uncovered them (so when I say slowly uncovered..I mean developed. We sart from A...and through logic advance to B..and cycle keeps going as long as the brain continues to exert energy and combine old ideas to create new ones. Will we ever get to the point where its not possible to create a new idea from and old idea.) sand bit by sand bit. I imagine at a beach with each sand grain as an idea or law that god created and human beings combined sand grain by sand grain to make new designs and each sand grain has different 3 D shape. None of the billions of sand grains has the same 3D shape, but when a human sees all the sand grains as the beach instead of billions and billions of individual sand grains.
That’s kind of how ideas work in the world..there are billions upon billions of ideas and you can combine two completely separate ideas and generate a new third idea. Its like forcing two sand grains into one sand grain..which is would be larger than initial two sand grains but also completely different and with a new 3 D shape but has the same mass as the initial two 3D pieces of sand. (I guess another example is our very own hair. We look at our hair as a patch but when you look into scalp there are thousand upon thousands. Has anyone ever known the exact number of hair follicles in his or head. we see as one unit instead of small parts) So how does that relate to me. Well I love the idea of allowing my mind the freedom to just create. After I create, and I examine what I have created, the realization that what I have created …the two sand grains that I have combined probably have never been combined before, it makes you understand how much energy it takes a human mind to combine to pieces of sand grains. Yes there are billions upon billions of individual sand grains and a human being will never be able to combine billions upon billions of separate sand granules, in his or her life time he might be able to do a handful of sand..but a beach is made of trucks loads upon truck load of sand. In society, we celebrate and reward individuals who have combined sand granules and created a new idea that is useful to all people of the society and enhances the quality of life. (My thinking here is Bill Gates with Microsoft..and at least a capitalist society like U.S. where individual property laws are supported by gov't and individuals which is a whole another topic) But a simple poem that a child writes (ok it may not be simple) the organization of words used is (possibly)a combination that probably no other person has created if the poem that the child has written is long enough (yeah I was rambling in this system, I can admit that after the second reading). At this point, I am 100 percent certain that no other human in history of mankind has organized words exactly the way that I (not to say its a big deal by the way..i guess just the thought that we can create something unique) have just organized the words that I have just typed within the last fifteen minutes. (I guess I wanted to remind everyone that it initially was only 15 minutes so no one goes to heavily into lack of levels...its more like the composition was snap shot picture..capturing a moment in time as opposed to an organized novel strategically building upon a previous idea to take a reader in the authors strategic direction. this had no initial direction) I think its this practice of allowing words to flow from my electrical brain (i guess my biopsychology background is still in love with the concept of an electrical gradient initiating from our brain, traveling down a neuron as an action potential based on NA gradients pouring from a cell membrane and exciting a muscle which causes each of my fingers to move in a predefined motion on a tiny keyboard...Biopsychology pretty selfish major) impulses to my fingers tips and seeing the result expressed in words is proof that I lived today. (AFter second reading, it wasn't that I needed proof that I read, it was more like having a still frame photo of a vacation you went on to remind you of want you saw. Life is definitely based on memories..Biopsychololgy..without memory..money means nothing) When I go back 9 months ago, my mind has no real proof that I lived. (Ok, so its not like we need proof that I lived, it more like a digital snapshot of mind each day. I come to realze that each day we transform energy or food from our environment into a orgaized output...we eat an egg mcmuffin..our body converts that egg mcmuffin into a heart beat, chemical synapses in our brain which produces the very though that is shown through my keyboard, even driving our car and making decisions based on whether to stop or go at at a redlight is really our body translating the potential energy locked ina an egg mcmuffin into another form of energy..so yeah just out there thought that we don't really think about but forms the basis of our existence) Sure I could have a video or a sound recording But I personally define living by the ideas that have flowed in my mind (upon second thought, i definitely reaffirm that thought. I defintely think living is transforming the energy from our environment into Biochemical energy..pretty simple and really means nothing..but I guess its light from the sun..captured by plants and our bodies have evolved to capture that energy from the plants so we are still connected to sun..guess we are all parasites of the sun since based on our perspective..we don't give back to the sun..yeah just outlandish thought but I have freedom here to do that lol). So no... I am not saying that this was masterpiece free style typing but it’s a hobby of mind that gives me great pleasure ( I would say pleasure because of the practice) and the possibility that I might live forever (on second thought, we are all a product of someone elses life that came before us so technically..we are all slight variation of a previously existed human being..anything that exist inside of us genetically has already existed in a previous human being..at least potential wise..meaning all the traits that we express were hidden in our parents since our DNA came 100 percent from only two people), through some person that I haven’t ever met or may never meet after I pass is like the gigantic monument that Bendors Designers programmed him to built (I don't expect to many people to have thought hard about the psychology of a program robot..I guess its IBOT by Will smith..is probabl the closest thing that would compare..just on a tangent..that would suck if there the robots we created forces us to stay in our homes forever), the reason why Hillary Clinton goes 20 million dollars in debt even though she knows after spending 5 milllion (well after reading the second time..when are worth 127 million, i guess 20 million really isn't that big of deal and if you are 65 years old..you have alot of money but I would think the idea of money changes when you know you might not live for another 5 years. If you are black males and you live to age 65 or 70 you are pretty lucky..so a black male worth 120 million at age 65...the age of hillary..I mean its not like money can buy you extra time so i guess that another idea to explore...money versus time), I guess why I thought I would be an inventor when I was kid…(on second reading...I would have never thought as a kid that one day I would be typing with an understanding of what my heartbeat is or even the understanding of what DNA was..the world at time revolved aroung getting some money for the ice cream truch) I guess I thought an inventor was a profession. When you are kid, the world isn’t trapped inside a box and organized into categories. Sometimes..i try to remember what I was and know that piece of it still exist...(yeah on second reading new information can even transform our interpretation of our memories..it seems like the only thing that really stays constant with humans is the information printed in a book..or information that we recorded because the information ion our brain is held in biochemical form an ever changing and evolving wth new information...sand granules colliding and creating new sand granules...can someone say reference to the imagination created Sandman in Spiderman 3..could that ever occur?) So this is one of my favorite hobbies (yeah i don't think you could find this particular hobby doing an internet search..I don't think there is a defined label for what I do..just an expression..and each of us has things which we consider a hobby..one of my hobbies is to just released the Biopsychology Degree that I spent a ton of money and time storing in my brain..twisting though ideas into an expression from my finger tips as well as how I see an event completely different that a person who doesn't think about capturing our body capturing electrons from glucose molecules based on a hydrogen gradient in our mitochondria and transmiting these charged electrons into ATP. Just memorized facts that exist inside each of our bodies that is way to much for our brains to process. Our brain is processed to keep that system alive in the macro physical world..and recreate if we are successful design) So this typing represents only 20 minutes of my day…the other 12 hours will probably be forgotten in memory but these twenty minutes won’t.(Memory is the most important component of the macro world..not transcribing DNA to reproduce a damaged skin cell) Friday May 16. Just putting together a few pieces of sand in my life..out the billions and billions of pieces that I could have selected. What random unimportant (I guess I have to admit unimportant just means...how important are the electrons that excite the receptors in our eyes that allow me to do this. Now if my fate was to be blind like the my father..who created me..would my experience have still evolved to this point..I guess that is what blends into my thinking which wouldn't automatically blend into everyone else..we all have slightly different experiences and that slight variation can transform an entire output processes. Ok what does that mean, if i am baking a cake..adding to much or too little of something will change teh property of the cake..but is their a good and bad cake..there might be..I guess its subjective but even behind subjectiveness..on human experience we evolve to universal truths based on numbers..ok..so a ramble..but numbers in the macro world...really our the basis of human society and our evolution. So where am I going with this..well humans have almost identical DNA structures so this allows us to share a highly similar experience which would be different from that cat or dog. As more and more of us agree..we come to universal human psychological truths)pieces will I randomly choose to put to combine tomorrow I guess is where the excitement lies..not for others but for me (yeah me being selfish..i guess I am not perfect) and yes I am usually in good mood after inventing ..even if it means organizing the english language into a block that no other human has done ( i guess something any mean wants to being distinguished from others so I wouldn't work to well in a communist society right). Yes we all can do it and we all can create…only difference is that I enjoy freestyling I guess without being paid (who would exert their hard worked physical energy just to read to my freestyles). I wonder why I right (write i know how to spell) in a block instead of making it easier for (you) other to read…I guess because the structure makes it uninviting and hidden even it just looks like big block of words that no one wants to read through except me and maybe a selected few but I guess those are the people that make me part of their memory but that’s where the value comes in. If someone gets to this point, then I realize that a piece of mind will always live in that human that gets to this point because no one forced them to attempt to read (yeah I like the idea of free human will..i guess its what made bender the imagination of a human being..alive) it’s the fact that this possibility exist and that only a few will choose to remember me and my imperfections (a desire to be remember even though when we leave this earth we know and hope that God the creator in his infinite wisdom allows us to continue being our individual identities..including myself (but will my individual self continue to be me once I am exposed to new information that i didn't know existed). I guess I realize that the only person that I can count on reading through this is myself. If another person does and can relate..that’s awesome but I know I can depend on me and anyone that truly cares…to get to this point. (Whoopy dooo..someone cares to get this point..haha I sure didn't make it easy) If not oh well but thank you for your time if you even if I forget to say this in all my other blocks of freestyle. May 16 2008 7:10am to 7:40am. (oh and first pic is me by the way and this stuff after is from the cartoon episode of futurama which I like because it incorporates some of the universal truths from my combination of study of biology, physics, psychology, sociology, economics, and literature, and history..and probably some more stuff too)
Leela: Bender, I understand your desire to be remembered. But you don't need a statue for that.
Bender: I don't?
Leela: No. You have your legacy as a brutal, tyrannical dictator, and that will outlive any monument.
Bender: You really think they'll remember me?
Fry: Absolutely.
Bender: Well in that case. One planet down! Helmsman... set course for Earth!
Leela: That's not Earth.
Bender: Oh. (edit)
Leela: You jerk. Why'd you have to drag us along?
Bender: I wanted to watch you remember me. (edit)
Fry: Bender, I really hope that's you. 'Cause if it isn't... we're in trouble! (edit)
Osiran: Does it please you, my lord?
Bender: Hmm... it's a good start. Uh, yeah, it's definitely big alright. I just wonder if it's too big, y'know? I mean, are people gonna be remembering me or the statue?
High Priest: But, sire, we made it to your exact specifications.
Bender: Too exact if you ask me. Tear it down and try again. But this time don't embarrass yourselves. (
Slave: Mighty Pharaoh, it hurts when I breathe.
Bender: Well then what do you think you should stop doing?
Bender: Lowly slave, why are you not working?
Slave: I am.
Bender: I meant yourself to death. oK it took me about 20 minutes to find all pics.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Brian K's Uninteresting Thoughts 58





Let’s see. Well it’s been a while since I have added a blog. But I guess I’ll try. The man I will ramble about is Barrack Obama. So what is? Well the biggest thing about my man is this...he represents what America truly is. When white person looks at him..especially a white man..he realizes that he sees a black man. But what is a black man. A black man or African American is some one of African decent. It a white man’s eyes, he sees black people as completely opposite of himself. You say to your self, what the hell is Brian talking about. Ok well I will break it down for ya. Black and white are colors that are opposites. A white man in America uses this as his identity and Cornell West in his book Race Matters made me aware of this dichotomy. All white people are immigrants..and when we say white people, we say people of European decent. Now the problem with barrack is that he represents to a white person how lost they really are and how far out of touch with reality they really are in. When they see him speak, most realize that he a superior intelligence to themselves. How could a person of African American heritage display superior intelligence to myself.

When they look at his face, when they realize that he identifies himself as African American, they truly don’t have an identity because here is the BIGGEST LINE that I will leave anyone who reads this…at this point..you have only been filled with words… but here it is…Why is Barack crushing to white people, because He can trace his lineage to an African third world country BUT he can equally trace his lineage to current Vice President Cheney a European American. You begin to see the term Anglo Saxon used instead of white people when dealing with Barrack. Why because All white men now realize that Barrack Obama entered the world from a “white woman” just as they have. And the ok..i have been saving my upper cut blow…or the mike Tyson punch that left his opponents unwilling to lift their punished bodies from the boxing ring floor…they now have a living Example of an African American that is “also” white.

And now, each time they hear the word African American, that word also includes individuals that are..ok…here is the big idea…50 percent white. So here it goes.. Barrack Obama, a man who is genetically 50 percent White, calls himself African American. So what does that mean. Their definition of Black is now completely destroyed. Black is suppose to be opposite of white, yet here is a man that is a split between black and white. Is it fair to call him Black. If a white person calls barrack obama black, then what does that make them. What’s the opposite of a person who half black, half white? So is it brown? Should Obama’s race be called brown..which indicates 50 percent white, 50 percent black. This is the problem that is really Destroying White people in America. They realize that if they apply that definition, they now have open their eyes to what their real identities are. White people attempted to lose their European identities when coming to American because they usually came from a low social economic standing and what to obtain a high social economic status in America.

The color of ones skins would only last for so long. The entire reason why Bush wants to keep troops in Iraq is because he thought that Americans would eventually be assimilated in the culture and their children would be called Iraqis. Why is this important because that is what white people are. They come from another country, occupied native American land and now call themselves Americans because they were born here. But we see that across the world, most countries don’t accept foreigners as their citizens. White Americans would love to justify that they belong here in America. So the conversation swings back to barrack obama. Barrack Obama to white people, signifies what their ancestors searched for. A place that they call their own where freedom exists. So what does that mean. What has happen is this. Out of all the ethnic groups, African American is the only group that embraces their ancestry but culture loyalty is to America. Black people are proud to link their ancestry to African, but they don’t know which country or segment of African they are from, but they still have a culture. Their culture is purely American and their loyalty is U.S. The problem now is that white people are wish for foreign individuals coming to America to make America there number one loyalty. If you come to U.S. you put America’s culture over your countries culture. They fear that culture of the U.S. will be lost with foreigners coming and bringing their own countries culture…but the catch phrases is New Immigrants Unlike their ancestors remain loyal to their countries. What white people now fear is that influx of south Americans and Mexicans will over whelm to culture of America and the basis is English language. Since Spanish is the dominant language or the fastest growing component of the population, the elements that are based on English language of U.S. will be lost. They fear the idea that English will be second language. At this moment in time, citizens take for granted that we everyone in America speaks English or treasures the English language.

But the only way to maintain English language, is to invest in Mexico language system for children. Since America has neglected mexico, they are now paying for this neglect because they have no invested in Mexico’s educational system. So a Mexican American…has a completely different meaning that African American. For African Americans, loyalty remains with U.S., Mexican Americans loyalty remains with mexico and its easy for them to maintain this. U.S.Americans racist foreign policy comes to bite them because for next 3 centuries, immigrants will continue to come across the border but because mexico doesn’t require them to learn English, they won’t. But the will continue to come to America and will eventually gain necessary population number to over take the government. As more Hispanics gain voting rights, they can put their political leaders in positions to change the laws of the united states to allow Spanish to become the acceptable language. What will happen then, all the great works that were based in English will begin to lose their significance. Yes the bible was written in greek, but English will now become a translation of greek..just as the bible is now translated from greek to English. What does this mean. Only way for American to prevent this is to someone make English the required language of Mexico. So to prevent the “dilution” of English language, which we take for granted, you would U.S. would have to invest heavily in Mexico to the point that they are able to influence the socialization of their populations language. This is what Barack obama represents to the current culture leaders of U.S. Barrack though is the example of the offspring of immigrant. Barrack is 100 commited to U.S. of American and is even able to become president.

They would love the message that barrack obama sends to rest of foreign males from other countries. If you come to America and have a son by a white woman, that son could become president so don’t blow us up. Oh and since most people in the world have color to their skin, obama represents that color people have a chance to be leader of America for the first time in 200 years or since the nations inception. But I guess you can’t deny the fact that could marin luther king been from Kenyan decent. They both Obama and King have similar bear that little facial hair. Charisma could be the Kenyan trait. So why the hillary loose, because her voice is annoying as hell. I can’t stand listening to her voice. LOL and yal know I am telling the truth. Imagine for the next four years, having to listen to her speak! Yikes!! The media love Obama’s personality, Hillary is like white witch from Narnia. One reporter asked her if she could do something about snowy weather. I thought is was just too funny because hillary refused to answer a question about McCain’s affair with a lobbyist. They asked hillary if she would go after McCain on the topic and hillary said I didn’t hear ya. She asked again and Hillary said the people don’t want to hear about this. And then the female reporter said. So is the topic off limits. She then said thanks hillary and that’s when she made the comment about hillary doing something about the weather. Ok. What else. Obama’s personality..”Oprah for vice President. Oh and finally his wife…she is going to be great…this is the first time in my adult life that I have been "really"..(not just proud-there is a difference) proud of America. I feel you miss Obama. Yep, just a random thought.

Don't Forget to click on my Yes WE can Video its right below this sentence. Too much time on my hands this saturday lol. Don't take it to seriously, just havin' a lil fun. <

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

BrianK's Uninteresting Thoughts 56

ok so my last entry was a little sad and I am big redskin fan but i also glad that my team is still fighting to make the playoffs after such a tragedy. O.k. so what will be my random uninteresting thought for today. Well lets see. Well lately, what has gone across my mind is my love for poetry. So I guess I can try and explore that thought a little bit more. O.k. why do I feel poetry is creative. Well, for one, I have come to learn that everyone has a unique style, almost like a brand. I find it quite entertaining when I am able to gather enough ..or build a deep enough knowledge base to immediately recognize a person's or artist's distinctive style. I have also realized that, if you don't have a big enough database or library, then its very hard for you to appreciate the uniqueness of one's style. I guess you can kind of relate it to actors. You have hundreds of actors that you see on t.v. and each one has their own strengths and weakness. I think you can really enjoy a talented actor or actress when are able to compare and contrast their style to a less talented actor and appreciate the difference. I think that's where I want to be with poetry. I would love to get to the point where I can listen to spoken word and immediately identify what makes a person spoken word poetry truly stand out from the rest and what are the rare traits and qualities that make that person extremely rare. I have come to understand these traits dealing with numbers... a person with extreme analytical ability is able to forecast greatly into the future and predict many potential scenarios to move a company into a strategic market position. A football player like a randy moss..who is tall but also super quick, with excellent coordination and agility is extremely rare and what makes him excel above thea average receiver. In each area of life, there are certain traits that are responsible for an individual uniqueness and one of the joys of life is being aware what has distinguished talent before your very eyes, ears, or whatever sensory information you interpret. So I could move into sensory information since that seems to be the basis for all comprehension but I might save that for another day when I am bored.
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

BrianK'sUniteresting Thoughts 55




Wow man. (I used to be a Giants fan until L.T. retired..now )I am big redskin fan and i woke hoping to login to espn to find out that sean taylor had made it out of his comma (Basically sean taylor had been shot in his home in Florida and he played on Redskins safety position and he was one of the best safeties in the entire league) . He was definitely my favorite player (ok I think I probably liked clinton portis more but taylor was my top five) on the redskins and the idea that someone younger than you passed away kind of makes you realize how precious life is. It kind of just makes your perspective different. Here was a man who came from tough upbringing (I now can’t say that he came from a tough upbringing- but he was clearly determined to live his dream and the chances of getting to NFL and starting are really rare. If you think about, there are only 32 starting safeties in the NFL and there are 5,000 college football teams each with one safety trying to get one of those 32 spots in the NFL) but made it. Sure he had a contract dispute with redskins because he felt he was underpaid (I really don’t know why I was talking about his contract..his money ain’t my money), and even went after people in his neighborhood who stole vehicles from him ( I guess when I was writing this, I had been watching the news and they reported that he had gun violation for going after a vehicle stolen from his which I think wasn’t to smart now that I rethink about). But to think that he just had a baby daughter who was 18 months old and in the middle of night, to protect his family (he pulled out a machete except the guy in his house had a gun and apparently shot him in a major artery in his leg. . You could see through his interviews that he was really wasn't comfortable talking in talking on camera but he showed alot of honest emotions and played with his heart (I guess that’s the way I play when I am playin’ sport competitively, when you see me on the basketball court, everyone knows B handles business when it comes to winning and that I ain’t a slacker. He wasn't blessed with a silver spoon and his parents didn’t guide the path of becoming a brilliant scholar but he found his way. But his survival instincts from his neighborhood followed him into adulthood where it attracted negative people and caused him to not see the dangers of his environment with the addition of money and envy. It makes you think about everyones fate, including my own. For a man to be one out 50,000 to make to the NFL, all for his luck to end when an armed robber attacks his property because of his success (well when I go back..the news never tells the whole story. Maybe he did shoot someone had we just don’t know about. So maybe I should spare to much sympathy. I think when it all is said and done, God has a plan for all of us but would Sean have imagined his life ending at 24. I think that if there is anyone i would die for it would be my family. I think that instinctually, when a man thinks about dying, the one acceptable method of dying is dying protecting your family which is what he did. It sad but at the same time heroic and l mean deep down inside know that your child's life is more important than yours. Hopefully all that he worked for, his child, which a reincarnation of himself, will carry sean's values. I guess being that I am older, I am able to understand the process of maturation that he went through after he had his daughter. You go from being renegade that battles the world to all of sudden seeing a smaller version of you that looks to you for survival. the stories of him bringing his daughter to redskin practices on his shoulder..so much life a child transformed so much from one month to 18 months old. Its sad to see that he wasn't able to see his daughter make it to adulthood and walk be there to cheer for her when she graduates or watch her get married. . always knew that he existed.